mmm....I never said anything about white xmas....I sp'ose I could prattle about that for a bit...I didn't really do anything
I do enjoy doing hair and makeup and pinning costumes etc etc
But after Naziyya had a minor meltdown over the prospect of me assisting her in stage management, I decided the drama factor wasn't worth it to me. So I essentially sat backstage and set for preshow and all of that.
I really am not into backstage work, not for US plays anyways. *sigh*
I also...never saw the show? That I realize is my fault, and I regret it, cause I did have time to at least creep backstage and watch bits of it
Still...I guess that play was very much about waiting for it to be over
and waiting for the next play
not exactly the philosophy I intended to embrace for my last senior play, especially now that I have such an itty bitty part in FOTB.
Time for a new philosophy?
"...And that's my new philosophy!"
Measuring life in love at.1:49 PM
...The Thespian Conference theme is NOT theatre themed.
"Are you smarter than a thespian?"
Are you freaking kidding me?
Come on! Years past, we had Spelling Bee, Charlie Brown, real shows.
Also, they're going to make the whole thing like a trivia show, with theatre knowledge to win prizes, which I guess could be pretty fun
Still...
I really need to review/choose workshops ahead of time, to ensure that I don't end up in a strange or pointless one
Or a monologue workshop when I'm put on the spot. That was SUPERRR awkward.
It involved me, performing m y monologue, the instructor being very critical and the class being very supportive, me performing it again, in the dark without my jewelry which appartently put me out of character, me answering questions as my character over and over and over and getting slightly peeved, and finally doing it to an extent that this diva-tastic instructor approved of.
At least I had a monologue that I knew, even if I no longer know it!
"Atom. Atom.
What a Beautiful Word."
Measuring life in love at.1:35 PM
Thursday, January 7, 2010
mmmmm....what else can I possibly journal about?????I guess..Father of the Bride?
I'll be fun, but I am seriously barely in it. I didn't really that Peggy Swift is a MICROSCOPIC part.
That's just the way it is, but still. I'm rawwwther disappointed. It is, after all, my last St. Mary's play and my senior play.
I guess I envisioned it totally different. I don't even want to get into that little fantasy of a lead role and going out with a bang rather than a whimper, it feels far too self-pitying and unproductive. I guess holding out for the future, hopefully one that involves theatre, is all I can do. This year has become living for the future, but I guess that's how it has to be, to endure any hardship, even this very very trifle issue.
Ah well.
Measuring life in love at.5:23 PM
Lost for inspiration for more posts in this theatre-barren point in my life, I decided it would be a fun little time waster mechanism to read my past blogsmy first thought--I WAS CRAZY.
my second thought--hahah, but I AM crazy. What's Changed?
my third thought-Huh. what has changed?
I am obviously a different person that the neurotic yet bubbly, cynical yet giggly, crazy crazy crazy emotional tenth grader. Yes, some (okay, all) of those adjectives still apply to me, but I am different. I am. For better or for worse.
I guess...
I'm more accustomed to setbacks. I don't really care too much anymore. Sr year has not only infected me with a mean case of senioritis, but vision for the clear light at the end of the tunnel. Bigger and Better and Brighter is on its way.
At the same time, I wish I hadn't angsted over EVERYTHING as I did. Not that I could really help that. but still.
It's been an interesting ride. Theatre or otherwise. As much as I miss the glory days of MCM and Charlie Brown and tight-knit theatre communities, It was fun while it lasted, and those perky little freshies and wide eyed middle schoolers will surely keep SMS theatre alive and thriving.
Measuring life in love at.4:59 PM
CLICHE BLOG TOPIC TIME! WOHOOOOo!
I thought auditions, for this year anyways, were finally out of my life. But no, now MUS-Hutch-SMS glee has tryouts. awesome.I HATE singing in front of people. alone anyways. I know I'll just get nervous as usual and mess it up. Should be fun...
I may not try out....I really don't want to humiliate myself...I don't know.
What will I do in college? when I have to audition for even more things, that is, if I can still make theatre happen.
I need to find a way to get past people judging me. It is inevitable and worrying is unproductive.
I can say it. I know it. Why can't I make it happen???
Measuring life in love at.4:53 PM
I had another "I Love Glee!" moment--The Diva-off: Kurt and Rachel duke it out for a defying gravity solo, and although the vocals were stunning and the plotline was hilarious as usual, I was particularly impressed on how they captured the angst, anticipation and awkwardness of audition atmosphere.
Of course, try outs have there own degree of palpable anxiety, but never have I seen it conveyed in a sitcom. The silence, the anxious and judgmental glances, the sizing up of competition, divas, all of it. Thank you, fox (words I NEVER EVER thought I'd say) for providing me with some relatively shallow form of entertainment that I could empathize with.
Measuring life in love at.4:47 PM
College essay-- Involvement in Theatre and the Dramatic Arts is a passion of mine that extends far beyond reciting Shakespeare under scorching spotlights or mastering kick-line choreography. In my eight years of performing, I’ve learned that true appreciation of theatre comes from understanding and immersing oneself in every facet of production. The show cannot go on with performers alone. I’ve had many opportunities to experience both the grit and rewards of backstage work, from organizing a helter-skelter green room and being run over by set pieces (and having to designing lights and working soundboards to collaborating in direction and writing of a a historical interpretive theatre piece entitled "Freedom’s Call." Additionally, I've served on the Advisory Board for Tennessee Thespian Conference, preparing theatre workshops and entertainment for the conference as well as promoting high school theatre within the community. In performance theatre, I’ve experienced both the emotional impact of more solemn straight plays as well as the vigor and intensity of musicals, acting in everything from Thornton Wilder's somber "Our Town" to the whimsical and witty musical version of "You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown." In my eyes, theatre is the most versatile and potent instrument to convey emotions and communicate messages. Performance amplifies fundamental yet insightful human feelings and truths to such a level that most poignantly ensures our understanding of them. It is through Lady Macbeth's rueful soliloquy that we understand the occasional darkness and depravity in human nature, and it is through Cyrano de Bergerac's love letters that we see pure devotion and affection that so many of us have felt. Theatre is not solely a preferred creative outlet, but both an artful and transcendent vehicle of expression and truth.
Measuring life in love at.4:44 PM
uh oh spaghetti-o. I have tragically neglected this bloggggggWhat theatrey is on my mind????
Well, I'm distressed--I've heard on the grapevine that at most schools, theatre majors DOMINATE theatre depts.
Which makes total sense....but really, considering my lackluster bon voyage to high school theatre and the lack of parents to harp and whine next year, I had reallly wanted to take advantage of new theatre opportunities, starring in dream shows, etc etc etc.
I suppose community theatre?
IDK. I suppose that is among my only option, although if I end up in Philly or NYC or DC, I'll surely find some sort of theatre or performance niche.
Hopefully...
Measuring life in love at.4:39 PM