Thursday, November 13, 2008
Only 3 more....
Only 3 St. Mary's productions (Pontentially/probably only 2....Charlie Brown is HARD.)
Not really how I envisioned that 4th to last (3rd to last?) would be...
I don't know why exactly- perhaps because I am a lifer, generally nostalgic or strangely idealistic despite my cynical tendencies, I always had this lovely little vision of my final productions at SMS. I know, whatever Ann, stop being melodramatic, You have a year and a half left.....
but if you're measuring time in plays (as opposed to daylights, sunsets, midnights and cups of coffee, inches, miles, laughter and strife) that isn't very long at all....If plays corresponded to age, I'd be well over the hill, past a major midlife crisis....
Someday I'll think back to this play and laugh...."Remember that time when I was sooo devastated over a part in my Junior play and Kallen and I were basically the new Taylor and Amanda? Funny stuff...."
but not so much now....I love acting too much to only participate 4 minutes out of a 1 1/2 hour show. But passion never really directly translates into talent, and deservance doesn't really have much to do with anything
and neither does seniority.. (?) Contrary to the past theatre hierarchy system....more on that theory later....I don't really know....
I guess its good to prepare us for the real world....rejection and the unadulterated truth...you're driven, talented, and fit the part, or not. You're it, or not.
These musings don't really represent how I think...I'm so overtired
**(I overuse ellipse (.......) when I'm drained and out of it.....they signify my inability to form complete coherent independent thoughts.....I'm much more prone to endless strings of clauses and ideas....like this....)**
More later? too tired to say anything even semi cohesive...
Measuring life in love at.9:08 PM
Ann
Loves:Theatre(shocking), Armenia, Nutella, Rain, Musicals, World Music, Spanish, Origami, Tolerance, Scrubs, Reading, Tech, Poetry, Peace, Screenwriting, Travel, Wedding Cakes, Art Class, Shakespeare, Contemporary Issues.
Loathes: Algebra, High School Musical, Athletics, Blind Patriotic Idiocy, Chapel, Turkey, Azerbaijan, Dress code.
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